some things happened in my life seems to me so ridiculous and i don't even know what to think anymore haha..

as usual, pulling my thoughts out and numbing myself is the safest way out.

promises are so damn fragile, i don't even know what to do to keep it anymore.
what is it really, that holds a promise true?

i must really harden myself somemore.
to become a real pokerface.
i'll learn to hide my feelings away.